WEEKEND EXPERIECES - Last weekend with my useless arm...

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Happy Saturday to all Hivians, I thank @galenkp for the opportunity he creates every weekend thanks to his WEEKEND EXPERIECES community, where he allows us to express ourselves through our weekend experiences in #weekend-engagement. Today offers among the many interesting guides, one that strongly belongs to me right now, talk about something you've lost, physical or mental.

Here the original post for this weekend event: https://ecency.com/hive-168869/@galenkp/weekend-engagement-writing-prompts-week-139

Dear friends, perhaps this is the last weekend that I spend with an arm that hasn't worked for many months, where I have lost most of its capacity in terms of strength, because I can only use it after it has warmed up a bit, without make an effort though. Do you think that in the morning my whole joint is blocked, with my right arm I can't even turn off the alarm clock, because it doesn't react in the first moments of the day.

I don't know if from the photos you can clearly perceive the two cysts and the swollen tendons like those of a horse.

Yesterday, late at night, now almost Saturday morning, I was looking at the moon, I stayed for several time looking and thinking about my future, what will happen after this last weekend... Tuesday I'll have surgery on my arm, but we know that not nothing is ever sure and I've always had a bad relationship with hospitals and doctors, plus i'm always very unlucky, so sometimes I find it hard to think positive, but this time I'm trying to be positive in every way, and as? Continuing to create something good for my life, without stopping because an arm didn't work anymore and I couldn't work, so I put my head down on Hive and other projects, so as not to waste time crying over myself, that it wouldn't have helped to nothing,

so I decided that fate won't choose for me, but I will create my own destiny despite whatever could happen to me...

Time slipped in the night that had just passed and I kept staring at the moon and my useless arm, thinking that perhaps Hive and cryptocurrencies would one day take me there, on its candid surface, away from any thought... Obviously it is a metaphor, I prefer the nature of the earth to the cold and rocky surface of the moon, but a thought that recalls the hope of escaping from this situation.

This weekend won't have exceptional adventures, as the previous ones didn't have, because with only one arm available I can't do much, I can't even go fishing for big fish, because I can't lift them. I hope this is the last weekend that this deficit brings me, with the hope that maybe not immediately from the next one, because it would still be early, but from the other next one I can show you a new @stea90, back to exploring the world and nature that surrounds me.

More than an experience, my weekend is a non-experience, or rather an experience of overwhelming thoughts, because the more time passes and the moment of the operation approaches, the more I feel the pressure on me, the more nervous I am and overwhelmed by questions from what will it be then...

I conclude by wishing you a wonderful weekend, while I wanted to let you know that I personally took the photo of the moon last night, while I was observing it and trying for a moment to distract myself from so many thoughts. Thanks for your attention, a hug from @stea90.

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So sorry about your arm I can only imagine the pain you are feeling right now.
I believe the surgery will be fine and you will gain your arm back just keep being positive.
And always know that you are never alone, my prayers are with you and the God is with you too.
I wish you a quick recovery.

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Greetings the moon is beautiful wherever it is. Greetings

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I'm so sorry for your pains o pray you get well soon and that the surgery will be successful. Greetings to the moon

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I'm so sorry about your arm. I hope it gets better soon.

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I hope that your fight comes to a happy end and that you can move forward with all the challenges that come your way.

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I was reading your publication my friend, you will see that you will come out of the operation very well, it is something that with rest passes quickly, you just have to follow your doctor's instructions. 🙏

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E' poco cosa, in confronto ai grandi riconoscimenti che hai, giustamente, ricevuto, dai Fede, che le marce le stai tirando tutte, vai splendidamente, continua così...

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Everything will be fine, trust God 🙏 and stay positive.

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Deseo te recuperes pronto, la oración es poderosa.

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Ancora poco è sarà andata! Un ultimo sforzo e vedrai che poi sarà tutto a posto.

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Am so sorry, you will be alright just be positive please, sometimes challenges makes us feel that we are unlucky in life especially health challenges but the truth still remains that after deep meditation we see one or two reasons to be happy.
Am certain that blogging on hive the little you can encourages you, you will be fine after the surgery.

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Ormai sei all'ultimo step, quello più impegnativo ma sempre alla fine 🥰🥰🥰

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Dear @stea90, I'm sorry to hear about your arm and the upcoming surgery. It takes a lot of courage and strength to face such a situation and it's inspiring to see that you're trying to stay positive despite the challenges. Your dedication to Hive and other projects is commendable and shows that you are not letting the limitations of your arm hold you back from living life to the fullest. I hope the surgery goes well and you recover soon. You have my best wishes for a speedy recovery. Don't forget to take care of yourself and stay positive. Wishing you a peaceful and calm weekend.

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Get well soon, I really hope that the surgery is a complete success!

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