MY LAST DAY ON EARTH

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It was like a bombshell when I heard the report from the doctor and it was handed over to me. Every organ and system in me stopped functioning as I processed what I just heard what came out from the Doctor’s mouth.

This can’t be true... like how could this have happened to me? What have I done to God to deserve this kind of punishment? No!!! I screamed out loud, crying uncontrollably. I don’t want to die... I kept saying amidst tears.

Just some months back, I promised my mum every good things of life that she’s going to enjoy. How I’m going to expand her business, the car I will buy for her and the house I’m planning on building for her. Now the doctor is telling me I have a few months to live. Sobs! How do I tell this report to my family and loved ones. How? Or I should just keep it to myself and keep dying gradually. Of course... I’ve stopped living the moment I heard that word from doctor.

So, I’m going to live the rest of my days on earth with the day I will sleep and not wake up ringing in my head. Did I just say “sleep and not wake up?” I don’t even know how it’s going to happen, the doctor didn’t tell me either. Maybe, it’ll be in the middle of the night or a broad day light, while I’m eating or taking a nap, alone or in the midst of people. This is too much for me to bear. Can someone just tell me it’s all a lie and I won’t die on this fixed day.

How will I face each passing day with the thought of my death day at the back of my mind. Possibly, I will die before the said day. Let me just live my life in the best way I can. Every night, I cried myself to sleep and hope that I was not told because nearer and nearer the day keeps approaching me and the thought of escaping it never crossed through my mind. Am I just going to die like that? Noooo! Can someone just come to my rescue? please... 😭😭😭

I wish people will be able to contribute money on my behalf to beg death not to take me away. I wish it will just knock and I will refuse to open. I wish it chooses to grant me more years. Too many wishes at a time. I can’t bear this pain alone. My world is tearing apart. My writing this to you all to solicit for your prayers, please have me and others like me out there in your prayers for this not to come through. I believe God still answers prayer and He’s still in the business of doing miracles. I don’t wish to count down to my last day on earth.

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This topic just came to my mind and I was inspired to write on behalf of those going through this kind of pain, to remember them in prayers. It’s not a good thing to bear. My heart is reaching out to everyone in this situation.

I appreciate your precious time in visiting this blog. Gracias!



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Wow @temmyttee, you really got me kinda scared, what a story, I'm moved by your concern, I pray God help those in such situations, Amen!

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you really got me kinda scared, what a story, I'm moved by your concern.

I’m sorry I got you scared. I hope we’ll be able to remember them in our prayers.

Amen 🙏🏽 Thanks for stopping by @zara09

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We all need the reminder to remember those in these situations ... it was hard to read, but NECESSARY...

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We all need the reminder to remember those in these situations

Yes ma’am! They will be going through a hard time. In our prayers and if by showing love to them if they are within our reach.

Thanks for your engagement, ma’am @deeanndmathews

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In this country, at the very time that I was reading this, a prominent figure online met his last hour ... so it was extra good for me to read this reminder!

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a prominent figure online met his last hour...

This is so touching😢 I wish him a peaceful rest and the family, fortitude to bear the loss.

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You've caused me to experience so deep emotional goosebumps, I could see everything happening just as I read through this. Humans are really suffering, although there's no perfect time to die, I think it's best to learn how to use our time wisely because that's all we've got untill we're no more....

Thanks sharing ❤️

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Humans are really suffering, although there's no perfect time to die, I think it's best to learn how to use our time wisely because that's all we've got untill we're no more....

You are right @michaelofurum we need to make use of our time to count. We should live our life in the best way such that our good deeds will live long in the heart of people when we die.

Thanks for stopping by @michaelofurum

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You did great babe.

My heart goes out to those who have been informed that they have less time to live on earth 🥺

I pray they have the strength to live through till they breathe their last.

Again we'll done with the story @temmyttee 👏👏❣️❣️

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You did great babe.

Thanks dearie😘

I pray they have the strength to live through till they breathe their last.

Amen 🙏🏽 I pray so for them and the courage to face each day like a giant.

Thanks for engaging sis and sorry for late response, I’ve been so down.

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No problem babe. I completely understand. I hope you are okay now?

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Yeah! I’m getting much better now. Thanks girl😍

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Oh that's great. Speedy recovery for you babe. You are welcome. 💚

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