Saying The Truth : A Freewrite

I must say that the truth is actually real that we will have to lean on the part of Jesus as the one that will save the entire thing the entire Israel themselves must be able to believe in the Jesus that they thought he was Jesus is not even holy enough to be serviced and at least why are they even finding every possible way to silence his story among these disciples because if this actually go on as planned then what are we going to be leaving as us this present state and dispensation of time wouldn't they all be born in a picture and then changed.