I wish I had a magic wand.. 🙏💔

I started the day incredibly sad. I'm still having a hard time coming back to myself. This morning I took my dog ​​out to the garden to urinate. My dog ​​suddenly ran under the table in the garden and saw something there. At first I thought it was a mouse and I was scared because I have a mouse phobia, even hearing the name I feel bad. That's why I brought my dog ​​back home immediately. Frightened, I looked under the table and there was a tiny cat. There was some blood on the floor, I was scared when I saw that there was blood, I checked the cat, it was injured in the neck. There was a wheezing sound. When he saw me, he came out from under the table, half unconscious, I immediately took him and put him in a clean box and took him to the vet.

The vet said the wound was not new, it was infected. He gave antibiotics and antipyretic injections. I am so sad that my blood pressure has dropped from sadness and I can't get myself together. My favorite creatures in this life are animals, it's killing me to get hurt. I cannot describe the sadness I felt at that moment, the pain this cat suffered with its tiny body and the fact that it took shelter in my palm when it saw me. He's under treatment for now, but I can't forget that he still suffered. And he was so innocent...

It was one of those moments when I felt most helpless, I wish I had the strength to end his pain. I wish no innocent suffer in the world.. Let's see, I've got another load that I can't forget, I have to live with it! It is very difficult for sensitive people to live in this world...