Alone in the Dark

Blessed Sunday @asean.hive community and everyone. How was your weekend? Don't asked me because it never been good at all. My Birthmonth wasn't good for me and so the first day of March.

Yesterday I saw AI on the my day of my friend. Six Pics to say Goodbye to February. And here's mine all you see in the collage I wrote it all here in this community.

My Recap

My 5 year daughter was scratch by our cat. I brought her to a far animal bite center. It took us 4 days back & front to finished the vaccine session. The worse was I was posted as a scammer because my payment was late to the trycycle driver. I never confronted him, but I know it was me because after I paid him he removed the post. I was 3-4 days late, everyday his asking when I'm going to pay him. But his just my neighbor 😔

Then next Valentine's I was scratch by the same cat, the next day 2-15 my birthday I was hesitating to get a vaccine because we've been through a lot of financial problems. But then I tried before 6 am I tried if the new animal bite center has a free vaccine. It said the first 6 person are FREE. But the time consume so much we didn't ate anything except for little bread and coffee. We reach 11 am onwards me and my son didn't ate anything except for 10.00 soya. After having My vaccine I suddenly felt dizzy, then I lost consciousness, they told me I had seizure. I was brought to the emergency room they said that It was all normal sugar heart oxygen. Maybe because of too much stress or hunger, hubby got mad at me too and the worse he went home but never went to the hospital to checked me.

March 1

I'm still not in the mood to tell what happened, but the last day I ranned Home 🏠. But I don't know where to go I was crying inside the trycycle because of too much depression. Then I told the driver to stop at the park. I'd stopped at there because I really don't where to go. I didn't bring any clothes. All I have is a little money and my smartphone. I call my friend but she's wasn't at home, then I called my nephew he fixed things for me. He told me that my money was enough to go at their location. And my old friend is also waiting for me, but I told him to give me some more time to think. I told my nephew I'm a stop ball at the moment. But I didn't notice the time it was already dark. My kids are asking me to come home because Ria is already crying. I know I did the right thing, the mosquitoes are also drinking my blood 😅.

One thing I learned in life ☺️ we must continue life while we're still breathing. If we don't want to do it for ourselves, we need to do it for our love ones.

I was happy to see the park full of kids playing I didn't notice the time. There innocent reminds me of my kids, I don't need to hide or ran I need to face all of this. I won't give up, I hope my next went on the park I'm with my kids and I'll accompany them to play.

Thank you so much for reading

Much Love, @usagigallardo015