I’ve Ran Away Last Night

Hello @hiveph community specially to my fellow countryman it’s been a while since the last time I posted here. I Hope everyone is fine and happy, because I am the opposite. I rarely write here but when I, expect that I have a big problem. And it happened last night, I’ve ran away jump on the boat and hit by my husband. I was shouting for help after he slap me on the face. He even grabbed my phone and throw it on the flood because I told him I’m going to call and report him to the baranggay. I thought I saw a demon last night, the water was high it reaches my neck but I want to escape. I’ve left my two girls my eldest and my youngest. My son also jumps because our fight begins with him.

My husband and I had a terrible fight and the reason is money. He was blaming us for the lost of his money. It started last week he called us after he went on Manila to work
and told us that some of his money was gone. The amount was unbelievable, $100 I was not in the house because before last night we already had a fight, I’ve also left because I don’t want it to became bigger. I went to my aunts house and asked if she needed someone to clean her house. I hid my problem and never told her anything, I just did what I supposed to do, I went home after he went away. My son told me that it never left us money, I endured the five days without anything.

Good thing that my aunt really needs someone to clean her house. Before knowing our problem me and my kids resolve it by helping each other. My eldest daughter told me that maybe he just got confused in counting his money. His father called and after blaming us, my daughter said what are we going to that amount?

Last Mother’s Day I wrote in @asean.hive my saddest mothers day. I already said that my husband is sometimes difficult to handle especially when it comes to money. But I just shout my mouth because his more resourceful to feed us and his kids.

My aunt told me to blotter him at the baranggay, but it was already late so she took some photos. She told me I’m hopeless and a martyr wife, She pity and got really mad. She even said that in how many fights we had she just shut her mouth because she didn’t want to be nosy. She was steps away from our house and my aunt said he can’t harm us when she’s around. She can report as a trespasser when he insists to go inside.

He wanted our son because he told us before he went to sleep he counted his money. It was the exact amount, and there only the two of them left in the house. But with $100 what in the world he’ll do with that, yesterday my son was the only one who doesn’t have a smartphone he didn’t saw in their group chat that they needed to bring a phone for an activity. Besides he has nothing to bring because we only share one phone. And now I’ve lost everything, the phone he threw was really important to me. I’ve recovered the most important because I’ve send my keys in my kids account in messenger. But I can’t open my Fb, gmail account I’m using my son’s account. I messaged ate @jurich60 for important matters. My aunt lend me her phone I opened my hive account and write to lessen the pain.

My love was put into anger but I didn’t report him to the baranggay. But my aunts wants the photo to be saved so in time he can never hurt me again. I don’t know where to start but I’ll never end to just this. I’m planning to work and still write on hive.

To all woman in the world love your self and never give up. Pray and fight

Thank you so much for reading
@usagigallardo015