The Heart sees it! 💗 (Creative Writing)

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The things I feel when being with you are as unknown as wonderful, sometimes I would like to know why by feeling that way with just being with you. Even so, why do I keep looking at nothing? Flying that you will appear in front of me in that empty place where I am used to watching every day, thinking that someday could be with you again.

What am I supposed to be saying? I'm starting to say nonsense.

I was beginning to tell me nonsense, trying to silence what I feel, but when spending the days those feelings have gone worse.

"Relax, I have to think well," I began to calm down"

Well, let's go home and surely I'll calm down to be in my home.

I proceeded to go home and when I arrived then I went to sleep, little by little my feelings and thoughts began to calm down. Afterwards, the next day I woke up with a lot of lazy and without wanting to live so I asked myself:

Why do I feel this way? The only thing I did yesterday was to spend the quiet day, "I tried to find an answer to because I had dawned that way, but I never managed to find it.

Oh things I do not know yet, I would like to understand things for which I still do not understand, sometimes I get rid of me for not understanding them. Even though, I would like to stop feeling everything that I have in my heart and do away with my feelings and emotions but it does not matter even if want too, it will never happen!

The days passed, I kept doing the same, the same routines, and even so it did not change anything. I already knew at what time each person who crosses near my house would happen. The stranger, I miss her very much, no matter what I do I will always be feeling, as well as a miserable lamenting that that day she arrived, everything happened so fast that I can not explain it. If she was just a healthy woman that she did not even drink or smoke, and from nowhere she dies from a rare disease. This, this never had to have passed ...

There are days when I wanted to throw myself towards a river, there are others where I would like a car to run over or better, a truck, safe death. But even so I can not, I can not! My conscience did not allow it, it's as if someone told me

Calm, calm, and I said, "I do not want to calm down! I want her to come back!

I started screaming on the street, near where I live. People stayed looking at me and for a pity to run up to that place again as every day and started crying without stopping saying:

I do not want to be alone without you- again and again.

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Until something strange began to feel in my heart, it was like a kind of immense peace, so I proceeded to get up little by little from the soil by crying and I looked back at nothing. But this time it felt different, as if someone was by my side. Suddenly, I turn my head to the left and there she was; next to me.

Oh for God, it's you, but how? I started to wonder.

She without saying any word, she only put her hand in mine and look together at nothing, but little by little began to come out like a kind of big light as if it were an entrance to another place, and then she proceeded to leave . But something strange happened, she told me with movements of hands that was with her. I was at first excited, but something in me told me no, I had to stay no matter how it was. And then she pulled me a smile, as if she was glad that she took that decision and she proceeded to leave without a trace, and the light disappeared. I felt that I wanted to take crying again, but I felt so relieved and strong that I endured the tears and proceeded to retire from the site.

After a time that I stopped going to that place, I had moved on in my life, for good, now I have a wife, yes, a wife, even though it was back thought I was never going to have one. I do not know what happened if I had gone at that moment with her, maybe I would not go here? Who knows, the important thing is that she had left behind what happened and went ahead, because surely, is what she would have wanted for me.

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