Hive Open Mic Week 109|| Numb Little Bug by Em Beihold (Karaoke Cover) ENG/ESP
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The theme is Paper Kites and in this video, I'm feeling as fragile as a paper kite.
Took me a while to think of a song that suits this theme in my head and then yesterday, I went through my history and this song came up. I've been feeling pretty down so I figured why not? I can't get any lower so why not sing a sad song?
Paper kites signify ease and fragility for me. While I've generally been at ease with a lot of occurrences because I expected them, I've also been quite fragile to the point of almost crying this morning.
I sang this in between those sad spells.
I don't feel a single thing
Have the pills done too much
Haven't caught up with my friends in weeks
And now we're outta touch
I've been driving in L.A.
And the world it feels too big
Like a floating ball that's bound to break
Snap my psyche like a twig
And I just wanna see if you feel the same as me
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinkin'
There's water in my boat
I'm barely breathin'
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these quick repairs to cope
Guess I'm just broken and broke
The prescriptions on its way
With a name I can't pronounce
And the dose I gotta take
Boy, I wish that I could count
'Cause I just wanna see if this could make me happy
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinking
There's water in my boat
I'm barely breathin'
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these quick repairs to cope
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like a numb little bug that's gotta survive
That's gotta survive
Source Lyricfind
SPANISH
El tema es Cometas de papel y en este vídeo me siento tan frágil como una cometa de papel.
Me llevó un tiempo pensar en una canción que se adaptara a este tema en mi cabeza y entonces ayer, revisé mi historial y apareció esta canción. Me he sentido bastante deprimido así que pensé ¿por qué no? No puedo caer más bajo así que ¿por qué no cantar una canción triste?
Las cometas de papel significan facilidad y fragilidad para mí. Aunque en general he estado tranquila con muchos sucesos porque los esperaba, también he estado bastante frágil hasta el punto de casi llorar esta mañana.
He cantado esto entre esos momentos de tristeza.
LÍRICA
No siento nada
Las pastillas han hecho demasiado
No me he puesto al día con mis amigos en semanas
Y ahora estamos fuera de contacto
He estado conduciendo en L.A.
Y el mundo se siente demasiado grande
Como una bola flotante que está destinada a romperse
Rompe mi psique como una ramita
Y sólo quiero ver si sientes lo mismo que yo
Alguna vez te cansas un poco de la vida
Como si no fueras realmente feliz pero no quisieras morir
Como si colgaras de un hilo pero tuvieras que sobrevivir
Porque tienes que sobrevivir
Como si tu cuerpo estuviera en la habitación pero no estuvieras realmente allí
Como si tuvieras empatía en tu interior pero no te importara realmente
Como si estuvieras recién salido del amor pero ha estado en el aire
Estoy más allá de la reparación
Un poco cansado de intentar que me importe cuando no es así
Un poco cansado de reparaciones rápidas para hacer frente
Un poco cansado de hundirme
Hay agua en mi barco
Apenas estoy respirando
Intentando mantenerme a flote
Así que tengo estas reparaciones rápidas para hacer frente
Supongo que estoy roto y quebrado
Las recetas en su camino
Con un nombre que no puedo pronunciar
Y la dosis que tengo que tomar
Chico, me gustaría poder contar
Porque sólo quiero ver si esto puede hacerme feliz
Alguna vez te cansas un poco de la vida
Como si no fueras realmente feliz pero no quisieras morir
Como si estuvieras colgando de un hilo pero tienes que sobrevivir
Porque tienes que sobrevivir
Como si tu cuerpo estuviera en la habitación pero no estuvieras realmente allí
Como si tuvieras empatía en tu interior pero no te importara realmente
Como si estuvieras recién salido del amor pero ha estado en el aire
Estoy más allá de la reparación
Un poco cansado de intentar que me importe cuando no es así
Un poco cansado de reparaciones rápidas para hacer frente
Un poco cansado de hundirme
Hay agua en mi barco
Apenas estoy respirando
Intentando mantenerme a flote
Así que tengo estas reparaciones rápidas para hacer frente
Alguna vez te has cansado un poco de la vida
Como si no fueras realmente feliz pero no quisieras morir
Como un pequeño insecto entumecido que tiene que sobrevivir
Que tiene que sobrevivir
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They told me if I killed myself now it would save the lives of countless others.
Saying the longer I wait to kill myself the more people will suffer.
They are reckless and should have shown the proper media what they had before taking me hostage for 5 years. I know there are many in prison that dont deserve to be there because of this. Your stay in prison will not be fun @battleaxe and friends. People are going to want you dead when they find out what you did. I hope you die a slow painful death. You sick mother fuckers.
https://peakd.com/gangstalking/@acousticpulses/electronic-terrorism-and-gaslighting--if-you-downvote-this-post-you-are-part-of-the-problem
Its a terrorist act on American soil while some say its not real or Im a mental case. Many know its real. This is an ignored detrimental to humanity domestic and foreign threat. Ask informed soldiers in the American military what their oath is and tell them about the day you asked me why. Nobody has I guess. Maybe someone told ill informed soldiers they cant protect America from military leaders in control with ill intent. How do we protect locked up soldiers from telling the truth?
Your voice is beautiful my friend, there is a lot of talent here to exploit. Open Mic is a safe space, I invite you to experiment more with your art, express yourself with all your heart, you have everything it takes. Thank you for sharing your singing, and don't miss the participation of other members of the community. Support them with a comment... A hug for you.
Beautiful voice baby girl, I love how much you are growing and shining.
Thanks, and great job. I had never heard of that song before.
Lovely...could relate with you,felt every emotion from every word you sang. Well done💖
This was a lovely performance.
It keeps getting better and better!
Thank you for the constant encouragement.
You are welcome!