I'm currently anticipating a heartbreak.

A friend told me I get let down because I anticipate it often but I think about the times I didn't anticipate it and it still happened so I don't think there's anything wrong with my approach.

Whenever I anticipate being let down by a guy I like, I always think about activities that should take my time to have a safe landing when the heartbreak gets served.

So, I've been thinking a lot about my plans for next year. The things I have to do to earn some more money and my immigration options.

If you haven't heard, Canada just made it near impossible for Nigerians to immigrate there. I didn't read the entire news but picked up details here and there. Being a Nigerian has never felt more terrible. Now it's time to weigh other options.

I got a call from a friend of mine I haven't talked to in months. I thought he was at Lagos state but apparently, he's in Tanzania now. He seemed happier, lighter and less of a grump.

He told me how he got there and how he has been making plans to relocate to the UK because it has been a lot easier for him to secure foreign jobs since he moved there. He's a software engineer so getting foreign jobs was a norm for a while until later on, it wasn't forthcoming anymore.

Well, I got thinking about my relocation options and I realized I don't have that many options as it is. While Tanzania sounds great; with its clear waters, clear sky and tourist beaches, their economy thrives mostly on tourism. There aren't exactly that many jobs for foreigners. Plus, it's Africa with the similar African problems I still face in Nigeria.

Then, I began to think about my reasons for wanting to leave Nigeria.

The truth is, I hate working outdoors. That is one of the reasons I have a fear of immigrating. I've been thinking about moving to the UK but I know for a fact that I'll suffer for a while before I get settled.

What I'm scared of is the 1 year of work. I wish I could bypass it but I can't. I can't live off my crypto in a different country. I don't even want to live off crypto. I need it to be an investment for the near future.

I worry about working to survive. Doing a job I would most probably hate after my first week.

I realized today that I have no other choice but to face my fears. Before then, I'll most probably have to empty all my crypto investments just to be able to afford my new life.

Putting all these into consideration, I'll most probably be moving ahead with my plans. I plan on putting in a lot of work, maybe even starting a physical business just to help me gather my desired amount to go ahead with the process.

I might change my mind along the way. But like I said in the beginning, this is all out of the expectation of heartbreak. I need to find something worthwhile to focus on before it happens so when it does I won't feel useless and without purpose.

After years of experience in getting dealt with. It would be a shame if I didn't have some wisdom.

Until I develop this idea further, this is all I've got.

Also, the UK may not be my only option. I'll be exploring other European countries until one fits the bill.

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