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Hey, folks!!

Sometimes ... life pushes you too loot at the world around you from a different angle. You re-evaluate ordinal things and possibilities. Like the fact you can move your legs, and eventually having your 2 legs 😊

On days like that you feel that material stuff are such unimportant and minor. Bad news is that your credit doesn't vanish and mortgage doesn't pay for itself.

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Today I look at these shots, and they are full of color for me. Full of light, warmth, and friendship. All the things that is so badly needed on this very day. My sweetie, my dear daughter is so far and I can't hold her in my arms. And no friends. I am one-on-one with a suddent news about me, that is not good. I need to make tests to find out how bad is it. I've been taking care about my mother during almost a year, this was my main concern, and I put on ice care about my owm health. That was so silly. Everything sounds silly now to me. I am just too confused.

The funny thing is that everything that can relieve stresss is banned. Gym, any workload, bath or.hot shower, even sex and alcohol. Crap. But Im not gonna give up. Im gonna fight. Tomorrow is another day.

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This is probably one reason why I am here on Hive (initially Steem) and why I will be here. Because of you, my unvisible friends, who are somewhere behind the screen. I donno how.many are you, but you read me, and support, and give me a kick. Sometimes I need a pause, but I am always back.


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Take care about yourself. I mean it! Do it for your loved once if not for yourself. If you feel good and happy, share it with people 🧡 Everything you share will only multiply

Stay warm and safe!

xoxo

@zirochka



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Bang, I did it again... I just rehived your post!
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I came over as I hadn't been here for a while and was shocked at your news. I hope all is not as bad as it seems and just know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. xo

A cyber hug to you, my friend.

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Just got the results. Oh GOD! Picked up my phone, read your comment, and received SMS. As far as I understood these numbers and ranges, it is not cancer. I wanted to believe it so much!! everything will be fine now. treatment or surgery, I don't care.

I sit with tears in my eyes, and my husband is so happy, he poured himself and me the best whiskey that we have.

Tomorrow doctor will see and explain, and I pray for I'm not mistaken. Thank you, thank you a million for you pray and support, my dearest! You see, you are the only who've REALLY read it :)

My biggest hug! <3 <3 <3

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That is soooooo wonderful!!!! ❤️Depending on what kind of test they took, if the numbers are lower than the range (less than 4.0 or whatever number is used) that is a great sign. It is not normal for them to tell you that you have cancer in a text, that is a person-to-person type of diagnosis.

Good luck with the appointment and just know that I will be thinking of you. Yes, the treatment doesn't matter when you are in the clear.

Thank you, God. A hug for you! ❤️

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