What My Camera Roll Would Reveal About Me | LOH 303
If my camera roll could tell my life story, I wonder what someone would think after scrolling through it.
Maybe they would expect to see family pictures, food or the places I have visited, random moments or selfies. But if someone looked through my camera roll recently, they would probably notice something very different. There are pictures of medicines, prescriptions, medical reports and things related to my health.
And honestly, those pictures tell a story that I have never really shared online.
So, yeah I have been dealing with health issues for a long period but in present time it have become worse. I always try not share about my problems online. Well, I let people see the positive side of my life because I just want to spread positivity not negativity. I don't hide it because I want to pretend that how perfect is my life, when it's not at all.
However, you will see most of the time I'm leaving encouraging comments on other peoples post with a smiling emoji or a flower emoji. But if my camera roll could speak then it will tell you that the person behind that emoji isn't always smiling.
My health has been getting really bad and mentally I feel drained. Still I would try to be active on Hive. I read posts when I can and leave comments. For me, Hive is place where I find peace when nothing feels right.
Right now swallowing is very difficult for me. When I try share my problems with someone, they don't understand it properly as they have not faced it and it's not easy to describe or explain. They don't understand the feeling of when you're unable to swallow. Everyone eats food every day without thinking because it's like an autopilot mode but for me it has become manual. It feels like the food is stuck in my throat. I have been losing weight and already lost around 5 kg. Recently, I have also been dealing with excessive drooling of saliva when I'm fully awake. So, I went to an ENT doctor.
So, the ENT doctor couldn't figure out my problem and he sent me to a psychiatrist but after the appointment, they couldn't also find the cause what was actually wrong with me. But they prescribed some medicines and I have another appointment in next 2 weeks.
Sometimes, I do feel like I am a burden to my parents. My test and medicine expenses are a lot. I know they don't think like that but I still feel guilty. But through this hard phase, one of my friend on Hive has been helping me a lot and I am genuinely grateful for that.
So, if someone wants to know what my camera roll says about me, it's not going to meet their expectations it's going to shows the things I don't talk about. They will find my other side who has been struggling for a long time and now it has taken a worse turn but see the person who would still smile and spread positivity quietly.
And maybe that's what our camera rolls really are sometimes, not just memories but little pieces of the life we don't know how to explain.
This is the side of me that almost nobody knows.
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I forgot to mention, the other pictures belongs to me:).
Oh my! I hope you get well soon♥️. You clearly are strong for still coming here to support others despite all you're facing. Keep fighting sis! It will get better.
Aww, thank you so much, sis! ❤️ Your kind words really mean a lot to me. I’m trying my best to stay strong and keep going and having supportive people like you around makes this difficult time a little easier. Hopefully, things will get better soon. 🤗
You're very welcome 🫂
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Indeed, there's a side of us that people could hardly know because we might be totally different from it. Sorry about your health. I can't say I know what you're going through feels like. But I know that health challenges are some of the worst things a person could ever go through in life. I hope and pray you get better soon and become very healthy. Our health matters a lot, and we should enjoy good health.
Thank you so much. You’re absolutely right, we often don’t know what someone is going through behind the things they show us. I really appreciate your kind words and prayers. Health really is something we take for granted until it starts giving us trouble. I’m just hoping and praying that things get better soon. 🥲
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Your camera roll holds a beautiful truth about you. The parts you don't share with everyone, the struggles you carried all alone and you choosing to smile and spread kindness regardless. I'm telling you that you are a rear gem and you should hang on on that beautiful strength and always remember that you are stronger than you think.
I wish that the doctors will find out what is wrong with you so they can administer the right medication that will cure the sickness. Just be prayerful and never lose hope. You will be fine
Thank you so much for these kind words. ❤️ I really appreciate you taking the time to read my post and understand what I was trying to share. I’m also hoping the doctors can figure out what is actually going on and that things will get better soon. I’m trying to stay hopeful and take things one day at a time. Your words really mean a lot to me. 🤗🌷
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It's my pleasure. Staying hopeful and taking it one day at a time is the right approach to it. I will always keep you in my thoughts and pray that the Doctors gets to the bottom of everything soon and that you start feeling so much better. 🫂🫂🫂
Sad to hear that 🥺
I hope you will feel better soon 🤗😊
Thank you for kind words, I'll try my best.
Thank you for the continous support 🫶🏻
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Thanks a lot for the continous support 🤗
I feel very sad fir you. Get well soon. Try to eat, as you mentioned you are having problem to eat. Try to take liquid deit. But don't stop eating. Life is not the same everytime 🫠.
Really don't think that. Life doesn't remains the same. This shall pass too stay strong 💪. I am sure you will healthy soon. 🥹 I know I can't feel what you are dealing with right now but still 😶. It is bad when the throat is not in good shape, i had this when I have cold it is worsh for sure. Try to avoid cold things for a while.
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Thank you so much for always being there and checking on me. ❤️ Your kindness and encouragement have meant so much, specially during these difficult days. You always manage to remind me to stay strong and not lose hope. I’m truly grateful to have someone like you around. 🥲
I am sorry that you are dealing with these health issues. I hope you're able to get it figured out soon, but know that you are not alone. I have multiple sclerosis, and like you I try to remain positive and do the best I can.
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Thank you so much for sharing that with me. I’m truly sorry you have to live with MS and I really admire your strength and positive spirit. Your words mean A LOT TO ME ❤️🫂
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I am so sorry for what you are going through @zoe01 . I hope you can take all the time you need to get better day by day, and I hope everything goes well with the treatment. Sending you a big hug and lots of positive energy,
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Thank you so much for your kind words and warm wishes. Your support and positive energy truly mean a lot to me. Sending you a big hug right back! 🫂
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I know there is so much more behind that smile than people can see. You have been incredibly strong through all of this. Keep holding on and taking things one day at a time. I’m always praying that you find the right answers and get the care you need, I hope you feel better soon. Stay strong, my dear. I'm always here for you.
Thank you so much for these beautiful and heartfelt words. They truly touched my heart. Your prayers, kindness and support mean more to me than I can put into words. 🤗
Oh dear, I appreciate the frankness regarding your health issues @zoe01 You are not the only person that struggles not only with the disease itself but the long termed mental effects upon us. You'd be surprised how many of use live with chronic health issues here.
For instance my Parkinson's disease interferes with my hand writing, often immobilizing my right side and right hand. And frequent brain fog from a Liver condition also literally 'clouds' my writing. It is difficult for me to type, sometimes spending up to 30 minutes just to comment on one post.
My most recent photos over the last year would reveal that I rarely smile. More often a frown/grimace as I endure the constant neurological pain as a rare symptom of Parkinson's. The only relief is having frequent bed rest until my GP and Specialists come up with a solution. This is why I infrequently post on my blog. I have lots of ideas on the writing back burner.
I certainly hope your Specialists make progress on a clear diagnosis and a plan to address it and thanks for sharing 🙏❤️ @zoe01
I am determined to stay on Hive a long as I can.
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Thank you for opening up and sharing all of this with me. It really means a lot to know that I’m not alone in this journey. I’m so sorry you’re dealing with all of that, specially the pain and struggles you face. Sometimes I get really scared too there are moments when I choke on food and genuinely feel like I might die. It’s frightening because I want to live and I still have so many dreams I want to fulfil. 🥲
Please take care of yourself too and keep holding on. ❤️ 🫂
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Qué mejores pronto amiga @zoe01
Tu galería tendrá flores y esperanza.
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Thank you so much ❤️ Your beautiful words fill my heart with hope. I truly appreciate your kindness and support. 🤗
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Thank you for the continous support 🤗
I am so sorry to hear that. Personally, I never thought you would be facing such diseases. Because you always seemed so optimistic and energetic. Ah life is so cruel sometimes. But do not worry, you will be doing all okay and great. Just keep the hope alive. Yes, I know I cannot feel what you are, but hope is the only thing I can offer. Will be praying for you a good sum. So you better get yourself fully recover!
This world is not ready to let an angel go other way 🕊.
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Your words honestly touched me so much. I don’t always feel as strong or optimistic as I may seem but I’m trying my best to hold on to that hope. Thank you for believing in me, for your prayers and for reminding me that there are still so many reasons to keep fighting. 🤗
I'm really sorry to hear about your health issues. Thank you for sharing your story. I hope it has helped in some way. ❤️
Thank you so much for your kind words. ❤️ Sharing it wasn’t easy but your support truly means a lot to me. I’m glad I could open up and share a little of what I’ve been going through.
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I’m glad you felt safe enough to share. You deserve to be heard.
Wow 😳😨, you are a very strong and determined individual, except you explained this by yourself, nobody can imagine or believe that you are going through this type of difficult challenge.
I know moving from one hospital to another is expensive and tiring but being alive is more important than every other thing.
Please keep searching for the solutions to that challenge. It came one day, and will also leave you one day, just keep that faith in your heart.
*Keep searching for your healing and for your health.
*Keep praying sincerely to God Almighty always, he will hear you and restore your health.
*Make sure you always take your prescriped medicines as you were told to.
You are such a smart and beautiful soul, we love your smart mindset here in hive.
Nothing negative will ever happen to you, I will also remember you in my prayers to God.... We love you..girl 💕.
Take care of yourself, and keep being happy and positive as we all know you have been.