I Want To Defeat My Appetite Issues

I asked my mother to buy me some salted duck egg that I would eat for my lunch. I am glad that I had the urge to eat because I just had a little bread with some butter on it and a bit of coffee too and that's all. I also had some pineapple juice and it kept me from being not so hungry.

But I think am hungry now because of the Grouper that my mother had fried for me to eat now and I will going to have them with some tomatoes. And of course I would like to eat them with bare hands so this meal again could get enjoyable although still I am suffering from appetite-loss and it is always a struggle to eat most of the time if I am not hooked-up for dialysis.

If only my Parathyroid medicine is not affecting my appetite then my life could have been much easier with regards to my meal times beyond the time of my dialysis. I already had lost a lot of weight and I am just skin and bones already which does not look good although I am still going on and on and defeating others that just lasts a few months in dialysis.

But I should just focus on my own goals to achieve a better well-being because it is only myself that is making an effort to bridge my life to see the light of another day and I am just fortunate that I have to friends on and offline to support me, not much of them in my life so I value them with all my heart like the rarest gem that I could have in this world.

My battle is on still and it is a hard thing to manage because of the expense and the physical burdens of pain and discomfort and I hope that God would lift me up from those and if he would take me now then it is still good for me so that I would graduate from all the hard times that I would experience in the future and with that I am still thankful.