If Only I Could Cook Again But It Is Impossible Now

The thing that also frustrates me a great deal now is my inability or should I say my disability in cooking. It is because I liked to cook before, I was the one cooking because my mother was tending her little store so I am volunteering in making our meals.

I learned from my mother when she is cooking I was observing until I learned how to slice vegetables and to cook rice. Actually cooking is a long process to master because it is a case of trial and error until you achieve the final taste the you wanted.

It is better to measure the ingredients especially the spices and seasoning so that you could achieve a consistent taste of the dish that you are cooking. But some people just do not take that into consideration and it affects the taste of the dish considerably.

Now that I could not even look down because my chin is already striking my chest when I look down to cut some food to cook I just resigned to the fact that I just have to endure or enjoy what other people had cooked for me. That is my situation now so sometimes when I crave for something to eat the end result is always not as I am expecting.

Well I just feel saddened about it because something has been taken away from me and it pains my feeling to realize that it will not come back. Things now are not the way they used to and it is just hard to accept.