Before Perfection is Failure

Hello to you all hivenians especially in this wonderful community l, the NeedleWorkMonday community. For today's post, I'm gonna teach you how to make a crocheted shorts. Haha just kidding! I did notice that my post in this channel has become like tutorials and I'm sorry for that.

Before perfection

December 2020, I asked money from my husband so I could buy yarns from Manila. I met a yarn wholesaler who sells yarns in the lowest price, but only on Facebook. I bought 5 kilos of yarns, yeheeey! (I can still remember how happy I was that day) I have already tried her yarns when I bought few for trial. The seller is very accommodating, of course she wants to sell, that's normal isn't it? Haha. I even heard that she give freebies on her customers which I didn't receive when I bought my trial yarn for her I'd be hypocrite if I won't say that I didn't envy those whom she gave freebies. But such is life.

I got so excited ang began with my project the next day. I crocheted fast, thinking that I should do it fast so I could sell it and buy more yarns and make again. I know this is your plan too when you first hoard yarns. I'm right, aren't I?

I considered myself to belong in the stage in between beginer and intermediate stage so I am confident to imitate a pattern from YouTube without looking much of it. I just remembered how it should be done, when to do this and that. It's rather simple for me, char. This could be my weakness, I get so confident a lot and then fail big time.

I'm sure I did count right and marked the center. But when I got the two parts done, it feels like the world gave up on me.

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Look how big the difference are. How could I not notice it at first? I scolded my self over and over. I blamed me for wasting me time, even over working mey eyes and back until it hurts so bad. But the funny thing is that I comfort my self too. I only had myself in failures especially in crochet. Haha husband will only tease me if he would know about this bigtime failure of mine. I tell my husband about my failures in crochet when I get over it already, or when the project is done already.

I got very disappointed in myself that I had to put away this project for a while. After I learned that I failed big-time, I switched to amigurumi which husband has been requesting so he could put it in his motorcycle key. He said it will be a little me so he would think that I'm niwith him always whenever he goes. So sweet right?

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After few days of feeling bad about it, I decided to finish it fast so I will not be thinking of it anymore. I did frogged a lot, actually videoed myself doing it and I'm hopeful to post it in 3speak one of these days. Here are photos of the nearly done ptoject.

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I did finish the project and I tried it on. Hubby was so busy so he was not able to take pictures. That's all I remember in it's last moments. Haha, it's not dead, I just misplaced it somewhere in my yarn bags. Thanks to the pictures I was reminded that I made it and that I have to look for it.
Have you been misplacing your projects too? I know there's a lot of projects half done because we always have the urge to make one while still making one.

Until my next post, see ya!



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nakakaloka yung akala mo tapos ka na sa project only to find out na hindi pantay yung pagkakagawa mo. Ilang beses na ako nagkaganyan kaya pinakaayaw ko yung kailangan ng dalawang piraso. Ang hirap pantayin. But syempre, we have to keep on trying. Mukhang maganda ang kinalabasan ng project mo sis.

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Oo sis. Yun din ang panaka ayaw ko pero need gawin. Gusto ko din kasi i challenge ang sarili ko sa mga medyo mahirap na bagay dahil di ko naman malalalaman kung kaya ko ba if di
Ko subukan

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