The Music Left In Me

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'Ain't no sunshine when she is gone, she's gone far too far away'. It's a Bill Withers song that's always on my playlist. I never tried to remove that as the coming of new songs. Lot's of songs came and at some part, they left.

Like they have done their part in my life and it's time to leave me. It isn't just about the girl who left, it's more about the part of me that does exist, which was there in the past.

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What I miss is the old me from the past. It may seem like a stupid sentence, but it is the simple sentence I could use. I can always relate a certain part of my life to a certain song.

Each of the memories lays in a certain music note, those tunes could transport me most of the times. There was a song I used to boost up myself while going to college, on the way bus. Just to feel like "I'm Ok" and "It will be a good day If I play nice".

There were also songs like I never want to listen again, it's more about the things I lost cause of my attitude. It's things about which I have regrets. But the songs I listen don't share anything that much about regret, it's more like a simple loss.

Somethings that's an outcome of time. Time is the villain in their stories. I can't simply call " Time" a villain, he's more on a grey shade, he has a lot good and at the same time bad. Even he took the good memories from us he also took the bad ones.

Year's before all I wanted was to grow up like where I am now and enjoy the freedom, but now what I want is to go back. I don't like this state of mine, which isn't possible.

The main thing is my realisation about freedom, freedom is just a myth created by people. It really doesn't exist. I don't even know if one could get freedom after death. There are some temporary places like music which may make us feel that we are free.



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