The Night is Dark and Full of Terrors

Even she used to say that these evildoers will get punished, I don't even know after all this education and learning why she believes in all these kind of things.

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If you look around everything is messed up and the innocent's are getting punished. Is that justice to punish the evil after they have done all their filthy things.

In the end even if the wicked get punished in hell, In the end, there is agony for both the good and bad. So that's just making no sense.

In childhood, I also even feared these evils, I recall those rainy days, the electricity breakdown and sleeping alone. Like in those conjuring movies. That was a bit fearful, I even thought that the devil is coming to haunt me for my sins.

At that time the neighbourhood as some dogs, our neighbours we're fighting over each other for who has more dogs. When they bark, it's considered as the symbol of the evil coming.

Everything starts from childhood, I think these upbringings causes all these problems. When we were kids we don't have the fear for anything. So it's just these mystical things the parents can use to fear us.

I think all our choices are based on these principles between heaven and hell. Do good there will heaven waiting for you. So eventually our whole decision making will be just biased on all these. Some even forget to live, they all are concentrating on the place we end up.

The definition of good and bad it totally wrong when these heaven and hell comes up. The sun is for beautiful heaven and the moon is for hell. But now it's different for me now, the night is more beautiful, all poetry and beauty is there.

The fear when doing something bad is a good thing, but when we do small mistakes and having regret that may make things worse. We are not pure white or pure black, complete angel or devil, just a grey shade. Both the devil and the angel is inside.

Maybe I'm a wicked one if there isn't a hell what does it matter. It's all just maybe an illusion.

Do you believe in this good and bad journey?