Relationship of a Mother and a Child is the most special one in the Universe. It has been a few rocky days with my Son and he has been struggling with his emotions, seeing him in this condition also puts me in pain. I do not like to ever see him weak and crying. From the outside he looks a very tough person and people think he lacks emotions, but I know that's not the case, he has a very soft heart. From childhood it has been like that with him. He does not express his emotions openly like me, but when he becomes sensitive it becomes extreme. We all humans have our strengths and weaknesses and we have to deal with them. But when it hits him, I do not like it.

For parents our children even when they grow up, in some ways we do consider them as when they were small and want to keep protecting them. As much as I want him to be strong and deal with his situation, I also feel that he should not be going through this emotional turmoil all by himself. We have to all fight our own battles in life. I also tell him about my own life, that in my growing up I never had my parents around me. Whatever situation of life I was in I had to manage it all by myself. I had my elder sister, so it was just the 2 of us.

It's not easy at that age, we want our parents to be around and we want them always. Till today when I see people of my age who have very strong bond with their parents, I feel I missed a big thing in my life, don't know if god was fair, unfair and all that karma thing, but I feel that strong pain in my heart about their absence in my growing up. The time they were around was very little and there was never a bond developed that I could ever share my problems with them. It was always my endeavor right from the beginning to have a close knitted family where everyone understands each other and can share their problems with each other with open heart.

My bond with my Son is very strong and we do have our differences but I know that any of those will never impact our relationship, because the foundation is very powerful and nothing can shake it. If he is in pain, I do feel his pain and want to be a part of it, I do not wish to leave him alone to deal with it. Right now, he is not with me and I feel very miserable not being around him. Probably by today end of the day I will take a decision if I should go and be with him physically next to him. That's what family is all about, being there for each other in good and bad times and supporting each other in their hour of need.

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