Sleepless Night | Thoughts Coming To Haunt

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It's hard for me to stay awake in the nights, even when I knew I have work to do and need to stay up, I was just laying on the bed and looking at the ceiling. But I could feel my eyes going to close, then I suddenly stood up and headed towards the kitchen. I knew that a cup of coffee's gonna help me.

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I always think about why I chose writing as a profession, I haven't read that much when I was a child and I'm not even good at the language I'm writing in. The only thing that keeps pushing me forward my writing is just the ideas that coming inside my head, which I can't even keep up with the keyboard.

It's still hard for me to create something just looking at the computer screen, I always use the pen and paper to start with. As I mentioned above I was not that much of a reader before, I think that resembles in my writings too. Most of the times I could see my words are just turning into something like I was talking through a video platform.

It's just those ideas that push me forward, I'll always have something to write about. But the language is something I lack. But there were some real changes in my writings when I started reading a lot. Still, I don't do any other exercise to be good at writing, just the reflex and the ideas. I think I have to take more steps to improve my writing.

I've always wondered about the beauty a book, It doesn't need a big budget to start with—like a movie.No need for any other external aspects. Just the writer's mind with a pen and paper. With that, one can just create the most powerful tool in this world.

I think anyone can write, cause everybody to have the ability to think. These thoughts are the ones we talking to ourselves, if I have a pen on hand I could jot down these thoughts. I most of the times write about myself, the characters of my stories will have a layer of my behaviours. It's just because I don't know anyone more than myself.

The smell of the boiling coffee pushed me back to reality, why I'm having these thoughts?. I poured the coffee to the cup and then returned to my bed. I could see the cursor blinking in the notepad.

What can I write about???

I think it's better to write about this sleepless night.



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