I have nothing

As a tribute to certain way of life, negativity, I'm publishing this photo or sort of an art series that hopefully balances the world against all happy and supportive quotes that obnoxiously happyclappy people spread around the web. You know those: "You can do it!" "You are the best!" "We are all important!"

No. You cant', you're not, you do not matter. I know better quotes: "Life is shit and then you die." And: "Life gave you problems but no way to cope with them." But as those are a bit worn out so I invented new ones. Or old ones, but I'm claiming that the words put this way, one after another, is my invention.

Warning!
May cause negative thinking or depression depending of the amount of satire and irony cells and connections you have in your brain right now. May cause smaller text that you can barely read. _{Showing this to other people not recommended. Do not inhale or eat! Do not put this to the microwave oven. Do not try to put ice cream in your eyes. Actually, do do that, no-one cares. May cause frustration towards people, you yourself or other people. May cause anger towards your so called friends or yourself. May cause blurred vision and hearing what you want. May cause nausea, desire to do something radical or just to sleep forever. Except waking up to drink coffee. And fart in your sweat pants. May cause numerous things that are too complicated to be mentioned here, but have to be mentioned for the sake of mentioning. But not going to mention those. You have been warned. The world is cold.}

I hear (read) OCD is going to support more smaller communities, so bloggers should post their writings to those groups, not to OCD that much. But what group do I choose? For example for this post? My problem is that I think I'm shit at photography. So photography groups a no-no.

My problem also is that I'm not sure the shit that I do is art. I mean, what is art anyway? Is there supposed to be a vision or a message in it? Something neat that no person before me has thought of before? Something so beautiful or interesting or weird or something that someone out there would say: "Wow! That's awesome! I love it!" Or: "I don't like it or understand it, but it sure makes me think."

Well, I don't have that. I have nothing new to say. My photos are plain and boring. My vision is shit. I am nothing. I have nothing. I'm ordinary and easily dispensable. Like most of us. But I in particularly am. So ordinary and boring. As is my work. Or should I say, what work?

So art communities are a no go. No art in my pictures or art in my text.

Glasses half full and also full glasses are all empty for me because it doesn't matter what there is now, it only matters that in a moment, there's nothing. Someone drank it, someone else took it. It wasn't for me. What's the point in getting out of my bed? Hortical or verizontal. Black or tree. Bright or cat. Warm or boat. Day or chair. Does not matter. Maes not dotter.
_{Who will join my band called: "Maes Not Dotter"? I will be the one that sits on a chair, never smiles or talks but breathes heavily. Or perhaps I will just stare heavily at people. Oh no. The thought of staring people disturbs me. I will be the one that avoids eye contact heavily. What's your instrument?}

The Spanish lesson that I'm listening right now makes me so sad. They say that I can play a game with my friends where we would describe in Spanish what someone famous looks like and then the other one tries to ques who that famous person is. So I look at my cat and say: "Es un actor español. El tiene cabello oscuro. Tiene unos sesenta años." ...and my cat doesn't answer. I have no idea if I even said it correctly. Cat stares at me. Seems to think if this is just a new way to say: "I will feed you now."

Friends.

Should have not even tried.

Pessimist experiences no disappointments. Pessimists do not even try.

No need to click these next photos to see them bigger. It's just the same boring photos but without the texts.