All we can only feel in memory

You greeted me awkwardly grabbed my
hand with a little confusion
But as if you knew we were going to stumble
You held my hand so as not to sway
Calm me that you will protect everything
Before you overcome, but you are pensive
I said I would join

We go through it together
We can fight off a bunch of pests
Kick an opponent disguised as comrades
Crashing the difficulty of faith when the self is filled with doubts
You still hold my hand when I'm down looking for excuses
Everything goes beautifully as if there's no direction

But that was before I broke down the defenses that we built
I left you without any explanation
Disappeared without a trace you can muster
I can't even beg for mercy
Only memories we can accumulate
As memories keep flowing.