My first post on hive - A message to start a new day

I think a lot has happened in the last few weeks. From the conflict with steemit, sick relatives, my new relationship and now having to move out of my house. This last one I'm talking about is hive.

Many may say that it is the same, only that we will continue as before with the "decentralization", but I have been feeling really bad with all this that is happening. First I want to emphasize that it is good to defend the power that the community has over our blockchain and that we cannot let ourselves be governed in the way Justin Sun wanted.

But I think that with all this that is happening in the world today with respect to the coronavirus, it makes me doubt if we are taking the right time to get to do what we have today with our new home alive, perhaps leaving steem behind.

I'm sure I'm not the only person who is biting his nails, I'm sure I speak for a large number of Hispanics who depend on steem and now more than ever we can not go out on the streets to work to get what little the economy of my country offers us.

I don't want them to see me as someone who is against everything that has happened, I want them to see me as a neutral person who is simply speaking with total sincerity, it's not easy, really this change is not easy for us. Things in my country, and surely in your countries are very tough, I do not know if some of you with this situation of the coronavirus have died a special person and that you have had to bury it almost the same day because of all the restrictions to avoid infection.

You know? this is something very sad, that many relatives who wanted to say goodbye to that person who is no longer here, could not do it even though they were crying and begging to be allowed to travel from one state to my city; for those who do not know, travel within the country is also restricted in its entirety.

Now, there is no gasoline. The truth is that they are restricting that too, so if you need to go shopping for food, buy some medicine, or if you have any other emergency, it will simply be almost impossible to attend to it.

These and many other things that gather in my mind and torment me a little bit, in a way I felt safe with the fact that I could count on the little stability that I had through steem, now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to think, I don't know what is going to happen during the weeks that they tell us it will last to stabilize all this.

But my question is, do we have weeks to see what happens with all this? Tomorrow I can get it, or you can get the virus, and because you don't have that income from your steem job, you can just make your health worse, or you can just starve because you don't have any money.

I will keep my position firm in the face of all this, firstly because I have been with this huge community for years and also because I have the right to do so. But also because I am human and have my doubts, my views and my sorrows.

Many people have approached me to ask "What are we going to do now?" and I simply do not have the answer to that, because I know that those people, despite the low price of steem, still had the purchasing power to survive at least for the day.

And now?

If you have a short term plan B for all of us (Hispanics) share it.

I hope those who read this don't do it as if I were pointing at them, I just want them to understand me, and those who feel identified with all these concerns (which I know there are) share it, don't be afraid that they will be criticized.

Photo taken with a Samsung A30