Plans in Unplanned life😂

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For the past couple of days, I've been going through a bit weird situation. I was feeling a bit annoyed and frustrated. Also wanted to post something as well. So decided to let out all the frustration on my blog. Do you guys make to-do list?. I believe we all make a to-do list so that was a bit silly question, ignore it. In my case what I am doing these days I make a to-do list every night before going to the bed. But I do nothing :P I make that list just to make myself guilty nothing else. There can be many reasons behind those, not dong planned tasks. First of all my sleep timing. My sleep timing is worst as hell I am so worried about my sleeping routine. I sleep in the morning and then after 4 hour round about 11 a.m mama wakes me up. She thinks I sleep in time but she doesn't know I sleep in the morning. In-short I complete my sleep in two episodes 7 a.m to 11 a.m and then 3 p.m to 6 p.m :P XD. I assume only my sleeping habit is putting all plans behind. Due to less sleep, I can't concentrate on my planned things. Hence I end up doing nothing.

It is not that I don't try to sleep early I do try but I just can't help myself. Last night I wasted about an hour in just trying to sleep on time but couldn't so there is that. The second reason could be I don't find any motivation. Life is stuck at one point. And you guys won't believe that even making my bed seemed like a lot of headaches these days :( And I don't like doing that :facepalm:

When I see WhatsApp status of different people how they are doing so many things how they are achieving their goals and making their days well productive it makes me feel more guilty of not doing anything. I would say I am going through the worst days of life because I am a person who has always been very content whatever I had but it seems opposite now.
Moreover, when you read unbelievable news on social apps it makes things even worse. But Only two things keeping me sane in this situation My ghost I am even feeling bad for her I am not loving her like I used to but still we play and have fun together. And the second thing is Neo sir city. yea I actually feel so good when I have fun with my friends.

Now, what's next? Am I going to repeat the same things every night? Nop now after seeing the results of previous plans I am not going to make any plans now :P XD So I decided to stop things for a while and live carefreely and just ok days. At least there wouldn't be any guilt then :P

I just realised when we plan things they don't go as per our plans so let's try it without planning. We are human we can't work systematically. Our body loves freedom. So when there is no plan then I guess I will be able to complete my all tasks. When I try to impose a system on my body it doesn't wok simple. I'll admit checklists makes our day organised and well-planned but it is what it is. My mind has refused to function systematically so let me accept this phase of life. I just can't force myself.

After reading my post I don't know what you guys will think about me 😝 But I am like that if you will force me to do something I wouldn't but I can if I am not forced to do 😂.

Anyways enough silly talks let me be and see ya take care good night


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My beautiful in and out xawi.....it is alright to go at a slow pace, it is alright to feel like this sometimes but it is fine to not think too deep about it. Your time will come baby girl, you are still on course with life a little rest on the way is what this is..And I still remember that happiness we celebrated last year of you leaving mama jani and baba jani for some period of time, I guess this pandemic has thrown some plans into a waiting period. Be calm baby, this too shall pass and soon we will have normalcy back in our lives.

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aww thanks for the nice words ife😍 ❤

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