Bored with The Reality

There is always a desire for everybody to be part of some creative work. When I say creative it's more than about the fame and money it will give us. Most people try to ignore this desire and try to be part of the notion they are surrounded by. In these situations could be blamed, the situations around us are a loy depended upon it. There are both financial and psychological aspects to it, when you are living in a survival kind of stage there is no sense in trying to be creative.

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I always wanted to create stories, I'm not that much good at telling it. But there is some real good process going in my brain to create that story. It's hard for me to express these in words, cause I don't have that much skill to tell that story to others by words. This may seem stupid, but it happens with me. At first, I also thought that I'm a creative mastermind, but I eventually understood reality.

There are a lot of fools around me who also thinks like that, that they could do also great things if they had an opportunity. I thought a lot of times about it, that what if I have got some opportunities in my life. To pursue my carrier in somewhere I could do something creative. I've heard somewhere that every work could be done in a creative way. But that ain't happening for me, Most part of my day is filled with doing things I hate to do.

The thing that still helps me to go forward is that I'm still loving what I'm doing. Even if I don't write that much, I'm creating stories in my head. Even if it's intangible, I am not much cared about. Cause I don't wanna sell it. I think there are a lot of bad ideologies passing around about writing stories, maybe they are just the ones I'm not agreed with. It's like "take a pen and paper to start writing", the truth is it doesn't work that way. One has to fill his head with something before doing it, otherwise, it's just trying to do some job.