Equal and Opposite Reaction

I'm not that much of a spiritual guy, but sometimes I could feel something peculiar happening around me. It may be some simple coincidences but the impact these coincidences makes on me is totally different. In those moments there will be a lot of moments from the past pops inside my head. All those moments also will about some coincidence which feels like there is someone else watching my whole life.

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I don't know it's something like God, but I could feel the presence of somebody who is watching me and evaluating me. I have witnessed some moments which lead to some consequences which came after years but someway connected to the past. It's not past coming to haunt, it's more like a well-planned situation. I could feel that somebody wants me to go through this.

"Karma" is a word that people chose nowadays to explain the things which are hard for their mind to conceive. Maybe it's "Karma", the reactions of the actions. Newton's third law is also about something on a spiritual level. I'm more of a rational person, I also don't want to blindly believe in this pseudo theories. But what does it matter if I believe or not believe in it?

Nowadays I try to see things as they are, I stopped trying to give meaning to each part if my life. Maybe it's just a chat with the chance of lots of coincidences. There will be no centre or someone who controls this web, it's just chaotic. So more than just trying to find some meaning and coming up with philosophies, it will be just easy to ignore all these and live life as it is.