Motivation or Inspiration | What is being lost and needs to be found?

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I had been noticing myself, for over three months to find out 'what's wrong'!

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I used to be 'too active' throughout my day. I do take care of my family, do my online activities, and never got tired. Yeah, I enjoyed it to get myself surrounded by works. But all of a sudden, I lost it.

I thought I lost the motivation and inspiration, both. But now I understand it's all about my inspiration. My inspirations are gone. Isn't it obvious?

So, I took a 'step-back', gave myself more time, practiced self-care, spend more time with family. I thought after a while everything would feel 'normal'. But NO. I'm not still there to 'make it happen'.

Some of you may have noticed, I don't do 'much' in this blockchain also. I don't curate, I don't communicate, I don't make posts regularly. I make myself vanished from discord also. Some of you asked me, 'what's wrong'. Oh, dear! I lost it. I lost my inspiration to keep myself in all of this.

What would you usually do in such a situation?

I know 'what is wrong' but my subconscious mind is pushing me to 'not talk about it'. Isn't it wired? You may wonder reading all the 'I' in my post. Yeah, this post is all about me and my mind. You can say, this is a self-clarification type of post.

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Sometimes, you may need the 'push' from outside force to light your inside. Look for the motivation around, notice what your competitors are doing, think about your goals and plans. But if you feel like you know all this very well but still can't manage yourself to 'work on it', then work on your inner drive first.

For me, it's way more necessary to understand 'what's going on', no matter if you really want to solve it or not. This understanding can give you a clear idea 'why you are acting abnormal'. I think it's okay to take a break, to step back a little, to not rush and sit for an hour. As long as you 'know yourself' you have the key to inspire your drive.

I was actually 'standing on a point of life', I'm worried about something and as long as I don't get the answer I can't 'do anything further'. I know this is wrong, this method is enough to such myself in my own chain. But I can't help myself. It feels like I can let go of everything for one thing.

I'm continuously telling myself to not worry, I have the key. But deep inside, as you may already guess, I'm feeling worried. I can't push myself doing anything online/offline, I'm just working like a robot who is taking care of everything but not feeling anything. Oh, I need time, more time to solve this 'inner issues'.

Maybe then, you will see me again 'back to the normal'!

THANKS FOR YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT!

Much Love


Who I am?
I'm a Happy and Proud stay home Mom of a toddler boy.
I'm a life & nature enthusiast, I love to learn human psychology, I'm a 'Book worm' and very introvert but also love to travel. I'm trying to live mindfully and most importantly, I'm a positive learner.

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Hope you will recover from it soon and will be back like before. Taking a break for own sake is sometimes good rather then being lost.All the best.

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