Don't give up hope, the light will come.

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Every day is getting harder now. Sometimes I think it would be better to leave everything and go somewhere far away. Maybe there are a lot of people like me. Those who can't hold their patience. Lack of patience takes a while to wrap itself up. I also want them to choose that path. I feel like I'm alone in a dark room. When I talk to someone about myself. Now I am used to hearing a word from everyone. That is, do not give up hope, the light will come. One day all the hardships of life will change. The hardships will one day turn into light. Everyone goes to me with a lot of hope and patience through their words.

Maybe that's why it's nice to talk to someone about yourself. In the midst of all this, it seems that I am always waiting for a lie to come. Which is why people always give me this false hope.Maybe I get more false hopes from my family. Because family people probably want to keep me well all the time. And that's probably normal. They think my injustices are small to their love. What keeps their love in front of me all the time. Honestly now maybe I am living in this hope. I start thinking about everyone's words from time to time.

Really maybe one day the light will come on. That light will change my life in a new way. Show new dreams will teach you to love in a new way. But now it seems that the dream will remain a dream.Because at the end of the day I feel alone. Whenever I close my eyes, my mistakes float in front of me. Many years have passed but still have not changed themselves. Accustomed to listening to people. In order to survive in this world, one has to keep pace with the world. Only then is it easier for everyone to survive.

But I can't keep up with the people of the world. Due to which one's dreams and hopes are slowly being exhausted. At one time everything seemed colorful. What was in front of me seemed very simple. And I have spent a lot of time thinking about it, this is how I might spend my life in a beautiful way. Because as long as I was confined within the family. Until then, the reality was not understood.

Whenever I step out of the family, I set foot in the outside world. That's when everyone seemed to back down to explain the reality. Everyone got busy decorating my colorful world in the dark. And the people outside really made my colorful world dark. Everything seemed to go dark before I realized it. Someone else explained it before he understood the reality on his own. He explained that life is not colorful. Life is reality. Life means taking yourself on a difficult path. As much as my family now wants to give me a colorful world, it’s as if I’m moving towards darkness. Come on in, take a look and enjoy yourself! It's as if I'm heading for the path in the dark.

Now it seems that it is becoming difficult to survive with hope. Because every day I can no longer trust myself. Now it seems that there is no such thing as a self-explanatory word. Everything seems to be over with everyone. Maybe I'm still living with hope. There is only one thing in life now. Over time, that is likely to change. It is as if a bright light surrounds life.