There Are So Many Burdens In My Life That I Have To Contend With It Is All Crazy

Oh man I thought that my life was the only crazy thing that I have to think about but a series of unfortunate events had happened. First was the CoViD-19 scare then it went to a concern, then a Pandemic, and now in this main island of the Philippines the Luzon island went into a total lockdown starting last night so people now are not encouraged even to travel as public utility vehicles like buses and such are not permitted to do their service.

There is a news that food will be rationed but people can still go out to buy necessities like food and medicines plus of course the risk of contracting the disease is very real and the outcome is somewhat dangerous for some people like the elderly and people who are already have an underlying sickness or comorbidities or complications if you will like myself as a dialysis patient.

Some essential supplies that I am using like Vitamin C and rubbing alcohol are hard to come by so I will be forced to buy online because me and my parents cannot go without taking vitamin C because we needed it for out resistance to diseases.

Then the effect of the Corona scare on the economy is just unprecedented when the sell-off began affecting Bitcoin which I myself wasn't expecting to happen but it did and it worries me now because the cause of it which is the Pandemic is said to get worse in the coming months since the virus has no known vaccine yet against it.

Now we also have this going on with the steem blockchain and its governance with the #hostiletakeover caused by Justin Sun. Now prominent steemians and developers and others plans to make or fork into a chain where we can get an airdropped token based on our holdings here at steem platform so that we can get away from the plague brought to us like a Corona by Justin Sun.

For me it is just too much to think about, it is heavy on my heart and mind to leave the steem platform if not get negatively affected if things get ugly even if I will get airdropped with new tokens plus to ever think again about the Pandemic which might strike my loved ones or relatives and of course the devaluation of BTC even for a medium term.

Nothing that I can do but to pray for our health, safety, our finances, and our community here at steem if there is still a chance.