I still care!

I'm trying to forget her and move on as if it's that easy

Wanna tell her go as if I meant it

She said she didn't why and how she did it but I'm kinda confused cos it look intentional

I still jealous when I see her with another man

My parent has condemned her, friends detest her, family don't want her but some things in me still need her

I don't respond to her billings not because I don't have but because of the mistake she did

I thought she has forget about me but no and maybe never because she never delete my number and she still call me that name she used to call me when we were together

She call me OBA which means "my kind "
How can I just forget her when some things in me don't let her go?