It Has Been A While

Hi. It has been a while since I posted my last blog post here in Peakd. I wasn't able to write some new blogs for the past few weeks because my life was too hectic to handle at the moment.

sigh

So what have I been up to lately that made me neglect my duties here?

Simple, my depression and anxieties kicked in.

Aside from my busy work schedule at the office, where I'm currently working right now, I am also being attacked by my inner demons and dark thoughts. I don't know, they just...suddenly appear inside my head...And it's scary.

A little side business of selling spices was also the reason that kept me busy. I needed the money to pay some of my bills and other debts. (sighs) Adulting sucks, man.


I'm happy, but I am not happy enough. I wanted love, but it seemed so hard to reach for it. I was confused, alone, sad... (sighs)

I am so so so Lonely.

And because all of these factors came mixing inside of me, ideas and imaginations stopped to flow. Laziness kicked in. My heart would want to impart some good ideas but my mind wants isolation. Lying at the corner of my bed made me comfortable enough to redo it day after day. It suppresses the chaos that is stirring up inside me. The demons are being shut up temporarily. (sighs)

So, I apologize, deeply, if I haven't been in touched here. I tried to, but I think I needed to find myself first. Hope you guys understand.

But!

I'll be posting some new blogs after this.

Slowly but surely.

So still, stay tuned, friends! :)

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