8/13/20
So I re-downloaded the Actifit app yesterday and it turns out it works again! I thought my phone was too damaged from the pool while I was camping. Sucks every time I think about the results of that time I damaged the camera two or so weeks ago.
Anyway. It's cool that the app works again. I could have always gone on walks for health benefit or whatever. But it is more fun when I was earning the currency for the steps. Maybe it will be good for me.
I continue to feel terrible honestly. Maybe because I'm here. Probably shouldn't be. But perhaps when I go back to my sister's place I will be able to like feel slightly better.
I don't know anymore. This shit sucks. I don't think I wanna be in a relationship for a very long time. Sheesh. I constantly feel like I could possibly throw up. I don't even sleep well.
But I will probably just get back to trying to sell on eBay and other online options. It's really annoying me they won't raise my selling limit. I'll continue to help with the flea market. Just going to blog and start walking again.
Anyone know if I have to actually post in the Actifit community? Or just use the tag? The tag has to be within the first five tags right? I have always used it but yeah. Sometimes it was annoying to always worry about posting it in the community. But I don't even know if I have to.
The days are going by insanely slow. I can't go more than a few minutes without thinking about how badly I messed up. I guess I really gotta start accepting it, for my own good.
When I get home I'll probably make a couple of sports and sports card posts. I'll continue to make a random rant post a day. Maybe I can make sure I get my steps in every day too.
The comments and support some some of my friends on here are appreciated, thanks!
A little Actifit activity walking should do you some good I would imagine. No need to worry about posting in the community, it does it automatically now.
Sorry you're still feeling bad, you just need to take it one day at a time and remember that time heals all wounds 😉
Thanks man. Some good exercise and some time and space from her will benefit me definitely I agree. Thanks bro!
Are you rambling about 3 different things or is it all one? Do you see any connection between the way you feel about the phone and the relationship and the selling sports cards business?
The ocean is a scary place. For people that don't know it well, the beach and waves look nice. But for those who have been dunked or tugged away by the current the ocean brings back shivers. Does that stop a fisherman from going back into the sea? Never!@#!
I'm pretty much rambling about three things yeah. I just wrote whatever was on my mind. Lately my mind is racing. The connection with my phone and my relationship is that I found out some shocking details about my ex because my phone camera wasn't working and I needed to borrow hers... Yeah lol.
That's a good way of looking at it man I appreciate that little story a lot. I can't be fearful or depressed about life. There will always be challenges at times. Thanks bro! :)