8/7/20

Woke up feeling mentally and even physically bad.

Still feel like crap about the breakup. Nothing has changed there. Sometimes I want her back really bad. Sometimes I don't. It's hard to think lately. Sometimes I still feel really really lousy. Really really bad. So many bad choices I made flash through my brain regularly.

Like I said, today I also feel physically really bad. I have got a pretty good cold at the moment. Had it since yesterday, I could feel it coming the day before.

I will probably try t write later simply to Get my mind off of everything. I also enjoy it too. This breakup makes me not be quite so OCD about what I write. I have a a voice and opinion and I'm gonna share it. Screw it.

My online eBay sales are a bit less interesting since my first two sales. I hope that it picks up again very soon. I posted my rookie card lot late last night and it got two quick comments surprisingly. So maybe there is potential there.

The family has a yard sale tomorrow and so maybe I'll get some sales somehow.

Otherwise I'm just going to keep myself distracted the best I can. Staying in bed will just drive me crazy.

Maybe I'll end up making a few posts today. Honestly who knows. I feel scatterbrained if that even makes sense.