Life seems to be going on...

My mind is sort of starting to settle. Sorta.

I need to be thankful my ex is being kind and cordial and honestly then some. I must not blow this. I need to start cherishing my relationships of all sorts. I won't keep getting chances forever. I am lucky that I'm loved. It's surprising really.

I also need to start working hard.

I believe I will be living in between houses for awhile. For my child's happiness and stability I'm perfectly content to do so.

I received a card to flip today and my organizing and hustling needs to rise in that aspect as well as my blogging consistency.

I expect my QB rankings to continue shortly in the next coming days.

I am going to work with my sister on e-commerce and flea market work. Again I am very lucky.

I have been drinking a bit over the past few days but honestly thanks to the support system around me, including the kind people on Hive, I think I will be drinking less and less.

All this is still hard though. Haven't cried in awhile but the sad moments still happen often enough to suck at times.

I just want to keep focused and all though things will have changed forever, I want to stay a team. I am determined to do so.

I actually have a number of goals I want to accomplish that are on my mind.

One step at a time, baby steps.