Gaming and chill puppy fundraiser is growing. Thank you.

Wow.

Just wow.

Well I am at $3,800 Roughly.

So 69% the way to my goal. Wow. Just wow....

I'm impressed. Yeah I gave up the bike. And my savings to get here. But it's worth what I'm getting. And this will help me in so many ways.

I'd like to have some extra funds on hand for emergency vet visit or such... But getting past this huge milestone? It's very impressive....

Well. What can I do. Well sending my HBD over today is a start. My friend is starting a GoFundMe campaign to help with the remainder.

But I'm going to stick to my healing plan. Cannabis and martial arts. And some gaming.

It's rough at times still. At times I do want to give up. And then knowing exactly what Zeus would say... and do.

It keeps me going.

That amazing dog had so much heart. He would climb trees and go on kayak rides.

Hot springs and the woods were his favorites.

Having to collect all of his gear and put it all together what's one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I have a feeling I am just going to throw away his sleeping bag. I can always buy more sleeping bags. But that was definitely his. From just Tucking it around him when he wanted to be in his bed to him literally grabbing it and dragging it over and crawling inside of it...

To the demanded snuggle time and forcing his way into my bed.. hi Dad it's really warm in here and I totally want to be right underneath your butt with my head.

and then if I went to try to readjust of course my dog would think that it is adventure Time and he must go protect and guard me.

Sorry man I'm just rolling over... Lol.

It would have been super difficult if I would have kept the motorcycle.

It was amazing how attached my dog had gotten to that thing.

He absolutely would enjoy getting to go run in the morning while we were called mining so he can get to feel the wind on his face.

out of everything I'm super glad that I was able to give him the ability to continue to run as fast as he could with those ears tucked back.

His last day was extremely hard on me however as I look back on it he gave me so much extra love that day.

from snuggling up to me to that amazing kiss where you reached out with your nose and rubbed mine. Then showering my face with kisses before we took a nap and slept in.

Thank you so very much for all of the impact that you had in my life and how you got me to live so much more.

The service dog isn't something that is taken lightly and should be respected. how much they give to those in need are extremely important.

One of my biggest hopes here is that my next dog can help others.

I had plans on teaching Zeus Flatsak so much more on tracking. Actually that game was his absolute favorite and when he was a puppy he would at least have to play that three times before he would go to bed.

I am going to hopefully train this next dog for search and rescue as well as the needs I have. I'd like my dog to get the chance to help others.

That's why I'm not getting a rescue. They need love too. But this dog is going to be special. I know it.

And if it wasn't for this place? It would be way more difficult.

Donor list, thank you.

$30 from a family friend.

420 weedcash from @davedickeyyall

100 hive from @thelogicaldude

100 hive from @flemingfarm

104 steem from @jonyoudyer

90 hive from @cowboyblazerfan

75 hive from @porters

34 hive from @knowhow92

23 and change from @enginewitty

10 hive from @chireerocks

Me @$80 from working to help my family this weekend.

All these people are adding on top of my own thousand dollars life savings and the $2,600 that I sold my bike to get.

Thank you so very much everybody from the bottom of my heart.

Everyday I do my best to update the donor list to represent the funds.

well thank you so very much for all the help support love and caring that everybody has for that wonderful German Shepherd that impacted my life as well as so many of you.

And on top of it I'm still saving 3 hive 4 the Rainbow bridge project.