Well my first choice is not available. Looks like he has a home.
Well. Just have to keep my prayers going. And relax.
It's pretty hard as I was hoping for this to happen pretty soon although I'm ok. Just some more time to get ready and save up.
Well either I have to raise another $500 additional for the next litter. Which that would be $6000.
And I'm already all in. And trying to sell more things to hit the $5500.
Well patience. And being calm.
It is kind of nice not having a German Shepherd jumping on top of you and noticing you awake every morning.
It is very hard to adjust but wildness of having a puppy is definitely something that is going to be landing in my life.
what really makes this difficult is the first decision was done with a lot of research and second decision of course hopefully will be ending up as a better decision.
Again. Just stress. If only I had money.
If only I had unlimited money and good health.
However I have to look at my blessings I am able to walk. I have survived challenges that most definitely would have killed other people. I have heritage and a culture that appreciates me and my work. And I have a family.
Yes today was probably not the most positive news however it does not change the fact that I have been blessed. So many people are coming out and helping out.
Hopefully I can get some more work and get some more funds saved up.
I am expecting to invest a good pile of what I have into my new companion.
having a service dog is a very real thing and his departure has definitely left a huge hole in my heart. However I did have someone amazing to spend so much time with.
Let alone I also had somebody who had the greatest sense of humor in the world. That's right my dog would actually screw with me because I would screw with him.
There were a couple of times where I was getting frustrated and then all the sudden his entire attitude would change and he would give me the signals that he was just fooling around and wanted to play....
on top of that it was absolutely wonderful having a dog that stayed So close by my side. He had only ran away once.
Zeus Flatsak was royalty and he knew it.
$50 from my parents. They miss the granddog.
$30 from a family friend.
420 weedcash from @davedickeyyall
100 hive from @thelogicaldude
100 hive from @flemingfarm
104 steem from @jonyoudyer
90 hive from @cowboyblazerfan
75 hive from @porters
34 hive from @knowhow92
23 and change from @enginewitty
20 hive from @chireerocks
Thank you so much. All of you.
I forgot more of my stuff for sale and along with motorcycle and my savings currently I am guesstimating we are at $3850 roughly.
I'll have to sit and do a count soon.
I forgot class tomorrow and it will be nice to get my mind off of things and work hard.