I cried you until no more

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I cried you until no more.

I had a long way to cry, I kept doing it, people looked at me with compassion, my eyes were so small that it already hurt to cried.

I felt so weak that I stopped breathing, at that moment my heart stopped, reacted only to hear a voice that called me endlessly. It was a terrible moment, it was my body, it was me, but the pain was all it felt.

As I passed that moment when my heart no longer beat, I knew I had a new opportunity to start. But I still cried again, this time for the one who died, the illusion I had longed for stayed, I had died sitting in the seat of that cold center of attention.

I thought that with days forgiveness would return love. But I have not forgiven you, the innocent love died, now I understand that at that moment the feeling also left me, now I understand that I do not love you anymore because you caused me great pain.

Today I realize that I want to say goodbye, that I leave you free, I release you from guilt, today I am leaving, because I already cried you until no more, because it is time not to do it anymore. It is time not to let me break, it is time to fight, to dry the tears, not to wait for promises that are broken at the end. It is time to accept that sometimes we have built necessary walls.

The facts are the only ones that can write another ending for this story, for the moment I stay quiet, I wake up and I smile maybe wanting to cry. In a world where there could be a fifth fundamental force in nature, surely there is more time to love and begin.


Thank you for reading.

A hug.

Picture: Pixabay


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soltar y dejar ir, es lo más saludable y sensato y escribir otra página de la historia. Hermosa prosa versada, Feliz fin de año, muchos abrazos.

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Gracias querida. También para ti un fin de año de muchos lindos deseos cumplidos.
Saludos. 🌟

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Pure feeling, of the soul, that pure and special soul that you have and that you transmit incessantly in positive for life. Sometimes it is necessary to close cycles, stories, so that there are new beginnings, that's what life is about. A writing that is too beautiful, one of those that vindicate life and reaffirm that the human being will always be a hope for his gift of recovery and constant evolution. Thank you for being in my life, for being one of those friends who silently knows and feels that they are and embrace you from a distance because the best and most sincere hug is that which comes from the heart, the soul itself. I wish you the best in the new year, my beautiful friend and teacher, kisses to my little Hani and all your beautiful family. The best is yet to come! I love you immensely. Happy New Year! @slwzl

Sentimiento puro, del alma, esa alma pura y especial que tienes y que transmites sin cesar en positivo para la vida. A veces es necesario cerrar ciclos, historias, para que hayan nuevos comienzos, de eso se trata la vida. Un escrito demasiado hermoso, de esos que reivindican a la vida y reafirman que, el ser humano, siempre será una esperanza por su don de recuperación y constante evolución. Gracias por estar en mi vida, por ser de esas amigas que en silencio uno sabe y siente que estan y que te abrazan desde la distancia pues, el mejor y más sincero abrazo es aquel que viene del mcorazón, del alma misma. Te deseo lo mejor en el nuevo año, mi bella amiga y maestra, besos a mi pequeña Hani y a toda tu bella familia. Lo mejor está por venir! Te quiero inmenso!. Feliz año nuevo! @slwzl

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Siempre hermosa. Gracias por tu comentario Mary.
Todo lo mejor para este fin de año 2019. 🌟
Bendiciones

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Los apegos son peligrosos, nocivos para la salud. Amiga bella te deseo un año lleno de éxitos y salud. Gracias por estar en mi vida aunque sea virtual.

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Gracias a ti, siempre.... Los apegos que queden atrás y vengan las alegrías.

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